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A wish

im just thinking a lot recently
well
maybe thats what my mind is making me think
but seriously
i just don't know why others crave so hard for the holidays
i just cant bear to leave school
all the sights and sounds of school life
the holidays just robs me of it
sure
holidays=no homework
well no schoolwork
lots of chores T.T
i also reflect back and think of what could have and what couldn't have happened the whole year
sure i had a mega fun and partying year
but i feel like its lacking
maybe a certain individual or a group of people
or a hobby
but i just somehow feel incomplete
yea i got tons of friends in school and i love to hang out with them
but how many of them really like my company?
this keeps on popping up in my head
then again
maybe i just enjoy the school because of the others but they all hate me
maybe thats whats leaving this sinking feeling in me
maybe i have offended everyone i know some way or another
and im unaware of it

even though academically i could not have asked for a better year as well as winning my first ever sport medal
as well as a few fun nights here and there
hanging out with my mates or buddies
but my head just keeps spinning and thinking
do i really want you?
you as my good friend?
a further step?
i just confused
i just wished we could all be friends
and be true to each other
and be able to just get along well
maybe its just a dream
but at least its there
just wished that i could have made the dream a reality
and not be sitting here pondering about this blog
and maybe, just maybe
i'll struck my luck
and i get what im asking for

MERDEKA coundown! weeeeee

wow its been more than a year since i post any crap here
well last night was like the funkiest n weirdest yet best night that i've had
bro tells me at 9 that he wants to go KLCC for MERDEKA coundown and im like wtf
then we just keep calling n calling people to go and i get like a miserable response(only kian seong, jie yi, huey sing and huey ding were goin)
and i spent more than RM20 in 1 night. WOW(new record)
still,
i told my bro maybe we should try out the curve
so we get there at 9.30 n meet heng bong at 10+ then kian seong n meet up with huey sing n dingz
then i met yang yi again(my god its been ages since new year n when she passed out!)
but we were gonna meet with another bunch of huey sing's friends(justin,john,adam,sean,sam,sally,lewis)
man were they weird
but cool
justin is like this freaking tall kid slightly shorter than dingz
john n adam were like foreign people the way they speak
sam n sean were juz fooling around with huey sing and a trolley in cold storage
lewis was with sally n they were quite nice people
then we just said like we were going on to the rooftop to see the fireworks
then suddenly sam n justin are leading us to go through a lot of doors i would have never known exist and suddenly we're at the rooftop and they say its very soft and not to walk in groups or we might fall all the way down
but suddenly there are guards there like asking us to go back but we refused until there like maybe 3 of them
then we went back down and when we reached the group floor we heard the first sound of fireworks and me, my bro, heng bong, and sally were running out the gate pushing our way and i was like following sally(my gosh she's so man when she moves!) and we reached a nice spot and get to see the fireworks till my neck was so sore
then after everything was over we all ran back into cold storage, met up, n said goodbye
well i thanked those guys for the nice night out for a totally unforgettable merdeka
but the night wasnt over!
we followed dingz n huey sing to a CC and barely survived dingz fantastic driving
we were there playing dota n got owned...
stupid!
then we went to heng bong's house(2AM!!!!)
n he fetched us looking for the CC in my area n they were upgrading...
haiz...
no CC so we went to mamak n then only did we go home...
AT 4AM!!!
then i was reading the 30th of august papers and calling people in the middle of their sleep before finally goin to bed at 6!
wow awake for 24 hours!
and not even for a camp!
haha!
well
it was an unforgettable merdeka!
cant wait for new years!

happy valentines to all

happy valentines to all

i love u ming!!!

damm it

i miss ming
i miss her so much
if only the two of us could be together and live happyly together
can whoever that reads this plz send me a message in your support
thx
i miss you and love you forever ming

jamboree

damm
i miss the jamboree
damm fun la
lol
i miss all the people and friends.........
from malaysia n around the world............
hope we can be friends............
peace............

holiday sux............

haiz
y holiday can relax oso so sienz 1....................
haiz.............
miss the times in school man.............
miss the old 9th PJ 2004/2005..............
miss my frens..............
lolz............

bye bye 2005 form 2 n 2a3

been a nice year
luv u guys for making it so special
tributes to sej teacher, geo teachers, and bm teacher
tq for your help
n tq to all retired 2004/2005 seniors
bb 2005!!!